When Am I?

Never
felt
in sync with this, anyway.
Never was waking with the masses.
Never
actually
hunted this present anyway.
Though the dried carcasses
of past projects decorate my inner walls.
I am breeding the future
like a beef cow
to slaughter it.
Never
do I want to be late
Here I lose cool
drying up
Lost in a time zone
that I don't visit.